Lately I've been having some bad thoughts/flashbacks. I used to have PTSD bad,To the point that anything could trigger it.
I tried to drown it with drugs, but it's still not going away. I've been having meltdowns in school and out of school. I'm honestly so lost, everything that happened is because of my mom and dad. Recently my great grandma died, the only person I could talk to. I'm to the point that nothing makes me happy. I'm most likely taking a break/leaving forever. I'm not asking for you to feel sorry, I just want people to understand that what goes on inside my head isn't normal. I will probably be on FK a little, but tonight I'm doing something very stupid that I might not live through.
I tried to drown it with drugs, but it's still not going away. I've been having meltdowns in school and out of school. I'm honestly so lost, everything that happened is because of my mom and dad. Recently my great grandma died, the only person I could talk to. I'm to the point that nothing makes me happy. I'm most likely taking a break/leaving forever. I'm not asking for you to feel sorry, I just want people to understand that what goes on inside my head isn't normal. I will probably be on FK a little, but tonight I'm doing something very stupid that I might not live through.