After Porn

I got a feel of emptiness like, well that was it. Kinda disappointed actually it just seems so pointless.

I usually have this feeling of regret after. I always have this "I shouldn't be looking at this" thought and I should just wait for my man when he gets home and hope he feels like it, but most of the time I give in anyway and watch a bit or stare at a few photos. Afterwards I'd be like "Well I shouldn't do that again" and everything just becomes a cycle, so yeah. It's terrible :/

I don't feel anything usually. I just go on with my day. Occasionally I'll watch the rest of the video just to see what happens.

When I had a girlfriend I would feel guilty. Now I just don't really care, I feel kind of tired and usually sleep right after.