I just need to let my feeling out. I can't keep them bottled. I basically am crying whilst writing this!
My friend of many years yesterday killed himself due to depression and bullying.
I tried so hard to stop him. I couldn't. I see it as my fault...I don't know why.
Sorry for putting this here I just needed to get it off my chest as I feel so shitty and feel like I have lost a piece of me.
I just need to let my feeling out. I can't keep them bottled. I basically am crying whilst writing this!
My friend of many years yesterday killed himself due to depression and bullying.
I tried so hard to stop him. I couldn't. I see it as my fault...I don't know why.
Sorry for putting this here I just needed to get it off my chest as I feel so shitty and feel like I have lost a piece of me.
It's not your fault, its not at all. He had a serious problem and the only way he COULD of gotten saved was if HE looked for the help he needed by a PROFESSIONAL. Sorry but you couldn't of done anything even if you wanted to, you aren't a professional that can treat a serious suicidal case of depression.