I'm so sorry man. I know what it's like to lose somebody at 13. I lost three people back then, one I was close to. I always tell myself that since their life was taken instead of mine, I am going to do everything I can to be the person they would've wanted me to be. Sometimes you just can't help it, but to cry. As hard as you try to suck it up, you just can't stop. I'm sorry you had to experience such a thing. I'm wishing good things for Tiffany up in heaven. You can always talk to me about it via pm. Even though I don't know you or her, I love you both.