ugh..
When I was about 12 or so I tried to overdose on advil.
My mom was dating this very abusive guy named Jerimiah, I would wakeup in the middle of the night hearing him threatening to punch and choke my mom all the time... He verbally abused her lots, he also physically abused her.. Left bruises on her arms all the time..
He verbally abused me, calling me an mistake, adopted, fat, ugly, wish I would die. He totally broke me down.. So one night I started crying and thinking about no one would care if I left. Cause thats what Jerimiah said to me.
So I took lots of advil, and went to sleep. Wokeup very very sick.. Mom knew I had tried to kill myself. And she started to cry and hug me and shit.. I started bawling my eyes out in my moms arms. And then she got rid of Jerimiah.
On the bright side, (I'm 16 now), I found Jerimiah at a restaurant and beat the shit out of him, cause I am much bigger than him.
and he's doxed.
But, if you ever think about committing suicide, always know that someone loves you on the other side.