Hey whats up guys, I'm new here but I know how to work my way around & I've met some really cool people over the past day or so that I've been on here. I just wanted to make this post to sort of introduce myself & the person I am.
Well, I have both Depression & Anxiety which fucking blows & my life is just crazy right now is what it seems, I'm the type of person that right now doesn't know what they want & I just am trying to "find myself" again because I feel really lost and I'm not going to lie about it. I'm suicidal a lot, I guess that's just another terrible side effect from Depression but I'm still trying to push forward and hopefully have better days when things aren't going wrong. I mostly use Twitter more than any other Social networks but I also use IG every couple days or so. I used to be involved in the "CoD Scene" & ended up getting into a team called Obey & tried to pursue a Youtube career but that just got boring and repetitive after a while so I stopped doing so & left that community. Lately I've cut a lot of people out of my life whether it being IRL or online, just because they either fuck me over or ruining whatever our connection was. People around me usually end up assuming me as someone I'm not and assume complete and utter bullshit in which their mind suddenly makes up about me, but its never true. I can come off as a dick to a lot of people or a pussy, Its been both sides for me and truthfully I'm neither. I don't just hate people for no reason & I'm actually very considerate of the people I just meet or people that are nice to me. I've never really understood why people assume things about me and I guess that's why I tend to push myself away from a lot of people because I end up assuming that they will believe something thats not true or dislike me for the person I am & hide it, acting like they care about me but in reality don't. I'm just going to end it off here & tell you guys if you ever need someone to talk to you can always hit my Pms or Kik me, my kik is listed below. I'm here to talk or help, whatever is needed and I'm really good at listening
Well, I have both Depression & Anxiety which fucking blows & my life is just crazy right now is what it seems, I'm the type of person that right now doesn't know what they want & I just am trying to "find myself" again because I feel really lost and I'm not going to lie about it. I'm suicidal a lot, I guess that's just another terrible side effect from Depression but I'm still trying to push forward and hopefully have better days when things aren't going wrong. I mostly use Twitter more than any other Social networks but I also use IG every couple days or so. I used to be involved in the "CoD Scene" & ended up getting into a team called Obey & tried to pursue a Youtube career but that just got boring and repetitive after a while so I stopped doing so & left that community. Lately I've cut a lot of people out of my life whether it being IRL or online, just because they either fuck me over or ruining whatever our connection was. People around me usually end up assuming me as someone I'm not and assume complete and utter bullshit in which their mind suddenly makes up about me, but its never true. I can come off as a dick to a lot of people or a pussy, Its been both sides for me and truthfully I'm neither. I don't just hate people for no reason & I'm actually very considerate of the people I just meet or people that are nice to me. I've never really understood why people assume things about me and I guess that's why I tend to push myself away from a lot of people because I end up assuming that they will believe something thats not true or dislike me for the person I am & hide it, acting like they care about me but in reality don't. I'm just going to end it off here & tell you guys if you ever need someone to talk to you can always hit my Pms or Kik me, my kik is listed below. I'm here to talk or help, whatever is needed and I'm really good at listening