I love being with my friends, but I hate how I am the only one that is sober. Everytime I am with my friends they are always on xanax, vikitin, addy, high off weed or drunk. I am the only one who does not drink, smoke, or pop pills. No, I will not do it to blend in or because squad's doing it. I wish I could explain it to them, but it always fails to work.