After about 2-3 years I've been staying away from making new friends due to a massive problem between me and my old "best" friend. I'll explain it to you now..
I was walking to the park with who was supposedly meant to be my best friend.. This was about a week of people giving me death threats and shit over facebook and stuff like that so he was telling me that he'd protect me because he's some beefy motherfucker and i'm not even joking.. he's beefy as fuck anyways he was saying that I'd be fine and no one will be there to hurt me etc so I was all fine with it and we arrived at the park and I sat down on a bench because it was a long walk and I couldn't be bothered playing football (I'm british you dumb shits) so after about 10-15mins 10-20 lads about my age 14+ kept arriving at the park waiting around the entrances so I was starting to get nervous and I told him I wasn't up for waiting around and I wanted to go home and he ignored me.. so I knew something was up and every few minutes he kept sending texts and receiving them from fuck knows who and I started looking around me at the families in the park and how it'd effect them if anything like murder was to happen so I started shaking a little after another 20 minutes a lot more people were arriving like 40-50 people were there at the time and they all started to crowd the bench I was sat on and my "best" friend went ahead and started talking to (lets call him brad) Brad.. I over heard these exact words.. "so is it going to happen or what" I thought that I was going to get killed or some shit so I kept on sitting there I started to wave silently towards some people that were just having a date on the hill trying to get there attention to pull me away but they weren't looking so I stood up and tried walking away this was the point when my "best" friend had grabbed me by my neck, lets call him.. Sam, so I was telling him to let me go or bad things were going to happen like I'd kick his ass and tell his parents that he was trying to hurt me(sounds bitchy but go fuck yourself) Sam just kept on laughing and started to pull me back to where I was sat, bare in mind he's beefy as fuck and it fucking hurt when he grabbed me. So he placed me back on the bench at this point all of the lads started making a circle around me and Sam pushed me into the middle and Brad stepped forward and asked me if I knew why I was there, I said to just get it over with so Sam grabbed me by my neck, restraining my arms and allowed about 30-40 lads pound the fuck out of me whilst I was stood there helpless and restrained. Moments after, Sam picked me up and threw me down on pure concrete that had ice on it and I was knocked unconscious, about a minute or so later I was getting put into some strangers car by the couple that were sat on the hill. They took me home and I ended up going into hospital. about 2-3 hours after I had returned to my facebook being spammed to fuck by a lot of people that were in my old school, Asking me if I'm alright because they saw the video and the status this kid that was there put up. the status was "Meet at the park someone is going to be down hurting." there was a ton of people commenting asking who and people were tagging me telling me to watch out and shit I had a lot of people texting me asking if I was alright and if I needed help etc so I just left it. I went inside and my next door neighbor came round and started tending to my needs helping me out and shit and Brad comes round with his mum(mom) with the fucking balls that he doesn't have to tell me he's sorry for what he did to me and apparently it wasn't as intentional as per say. A few days later I had some investigation team taking pictures of my face and the cuts I had telling me that the police will investigate on it further more and to say I thought it was over.. Lol no, it was far from over.. I had to do video interviews with the police, I had police escorts to the shops and everything all to find out that it was a planned assault. It was intentionally made to be like that but it was supposed to do a lot more than bruise me. None of them got into trouble except from the main kid Sam. the guy that was supposed to be my best friend.. He has a mental issue that causes you to have no feeling what so ever to people you love or care for, He was placed in a mental private school for weeks on end but thats a different story. I had kept going back to school with everyone looking at me and laughing at me so I gave up and went to the head teachers office and told him I'm done and I walked out and it started a long term string of me telling everyone to fuck off and not have anything to do with anyone outside of my room.
So here is the question as the title says; "Is this the right thing to do?"
Should I contact "Brad" and talk to him and ask him why he did it and try to make things better or should I just forget about it and move on, I'm not saying to forget about what happened that day because this has caused me a fuck ton of problems over the past few years and this will never go away.
If you are here to give some sort of hate and call me a pussy then be so, this section is to get problems sorted with and deal with what is supposed to be personal issues.
I was walking to the park with who was supposedly meant to be my best friend.. This was about a week of people giving me death threats and shit over facebook and stuff like that so he was telling me that he'd protect me because he's some beefy motherfucker and i'm not even joking.. he's beefy as fuck anyways he was saying that I'd be fine and no one will be there to hurt me etc so I was all fine with it and we arrived at the park and I sat down on a bench because it was a long walk and I couldn't be bothered playing football (I'm british you dumb shits) so after about 10-15mins 10-20 lads about my age 14+ kept arriving at the park waiting around the entrances so I was starting to get nervous and I told him I wasn't up for waiting around and I wanted to go home and he ignored me.. so I knew something was up and every few minutes he kept sending texts and receiving them from fuck knows who and I started looking around me at the families in the park and how it'd effect them if anything like murder was to happen so I started shaking a little after another 20 minutes a lot more people were arriving like 40-50 people were there at the time and they all started to crowd the bench I was sat on and my "best" friend went ahead and started talking to (lets call him brad) Brad.. I over heard these exact words.. "so is it going to happen or what" I thought that I was going to get killed or some shit so I kept on sitting there I started to wave silently towards some people that were just having a date on the hill trying to get there attention to pull me away but they weren't looking so I stood up and tried walking away this was the point when my "best" friend had grabbed me by my neck, lets call him.. Sam, so I was telling him to let me go or bad things were going to happen like I'd kick his ass and tell his parents that he was trying to hurt me(sounds bitchy but go fuck yourself) Sam just kept on laughing and started to pull me back to where I was sat, bare in mind he's beefy as fuck and it fucking hurt when he grabbed me. So he placed me back on the bench at this point all of the lads started making a circle around me and Sam pushed me into the middle and Brad stepped forward and asked me if I knew why I was there, I said to just get it over with so Sam grabbed me by my neck, restraining my arms and allowed about 30-40 lads pound the fuck out of me whilst I was stood there helpless and restrained. Moments after, Sam picked me up and threw me down on pure concrete that had ice on it and I was knocked unconscious, about a minute or so later I was getting put into some strangers car by the couple that were sat on the hill. They took me home and I ended up going into hospital. about 2-3 hours after I had returned to my facebook being spammed to fuck by a lot of people that were in my old school, Asking me if I'm alright because they saw the video and the status this kid that was there put up. the status was "Meet at the park someone is going to be down hurting." there was a ton of people commenting asking who and people were tagging me telling me to watch out and shit I had a lot of people texting me asking if I was alright and if I needed help etc so I just left it. I went inside and my next door neighbor came round and started tending to my needs helping me out and shit and Brad comes round with his mum(mom) with the fucking balls that he doesn't have to tell me he's sorry for what he did to me and apparently it wasn't as intentional as per say. A few days later I had some investigation team taking pictures of my face and the cuts I had telling me that the police will investigate on it further more and to say I thought it was over.. Lol no, it was far from over.. I had to do video interviews with the police, I had police escorts to the shops and everything all to find out that it was a planned assault. It was intentionally made to be like that but it was supposed to do a lot more than bruise me. None of them got into trouble except from the main kid Sam. the guy that was supposed to be my best friend.. He has a mental issue that causes you to have no feeling what so ever to people you love or care for, He was placed in a mental private school for weeks on end but thats a different story. I had kept going back to school with everyone looking at me and laughing at me so I gave up and went to the head teachers office and told him I'm done and I walked out and it started a long term string of me telling everyone to fuck off and not have anything to do with anyone outside of my room.
So here is the question as the title says; "Is this the right thing to do?"
Should I contact "Brad" and talk to him and ask him why he did it and try to make things better or should I just forget about it and move on, I'm not saying to forget about what happened that day because this has caused me a fuck ton of problems over the past few years and this will never go away.
If you are here to give some sort of hate and call me a pussy then be so, this section is to get problems sorted with and deal with what is supposed to be personal issues.
