Thirteen said:@Tattoo @Jaii @Slay thanks guys =/ means a lot
@Senpai that was really nice thx
Zeus said:Bro shit always has to hit the fan before it gets better, always keep your head up and stay positive, though easier said than done you can coast through this and live happy. Do shit that makes YOU happy and not others, in order to be happy you have to work on yourself first.
Stay happy brother.
I do? I guess I do.Envy said:I think @"Cann!bal" has something he'd like to say for things like these.
we all dieCann!bal said:I do? I guess I do.
@"Thirteen'
Recognize that pain is inevitable, however, suffering is optional. Your pain is a primal awareness which demands your initiative to transcend your undesirable circumstances. Don't be afraid to persist through your anxiety and analyze the works and ramifications which support the architecture of your depression, utilizing your discomfort as an engine for deconstruction. Everything you want lies on the other side of fear. You just gotta stop being a lil bitch.
Cann!bal said:I do? I guess I do.
@"Thirteen'
Recognize that pain is inevitable, however, suffering is optional. Your pain is a primal awareness which demands your initiative to transcend your undesirable circumstances. Don't be afraid to persist through your anxiety and analyze the works and ramifications which support the architecture of your depression, utilizing your discomfort as an engine for deconstruction. Everything you want lies on the other side of fear. You just gotta stop being a lil bitch.
You're not going to get anywhere when you reinforce your depression with this list of excuses to not try. It's self-destructive and certainly not healthy for your psyche.Thirteen said:90% of the people on this forum probably only understand the last sentence you just said lol, but anyways I do try to get over it and I suppose you can say push through it but its one after another. I get over the death of a friend and then boom another death or maybe a close friend leaves me, after I get over that my parents get divorced, after I get over that I switch schools and feel alone with no friends throughout the school year. I guess what I'm trying to say is no matter how hard I try the odds aren't in my favor. Things keep happening and pushing me down. Of course I can choose whether to allow this to make me suffer/torment me or just let it pass by but that's hard to do especially since I have nothing to do that will keep my mind off of it. I'm home all day and when I'm not watching tv, I'm programming. If I'm not doing any of those then I start thinking about my problems and get depressed. Now it just feels like not only do I not fit in school, I don't fit in online communities. Literally I've been part of a community for 3 years and I help and contribute yet I'm not regarded as important or someone to talk too. People on these said communities have friends and groups they fit into. I really don't. The only reason I'm even in this usergroup is because I go to school with the owner. I bet you $1,000 if I didn't know him IRL, I would probably be some random user with 0 rep just like all the other forums I go to. Yes people try and people say things to bring me up like "Dude don't say that people love you" , "Come on man, you have friends", "If you ever need someone to talk too hmu" but in the long run this has no effect on me cause then what? I'm back to square one. + the girls I like IRL I cant talk to not because I'm shy but because my self confidence is piss poor and so is how I view myself. My old friends from my old school are using me to program an app they thought about. The reason I don't fit in isn't because I have a negative outlook towards life because even before that I didn't fit in. Even if I try to be positive people still view me as weird.
If you understood what I wrote props to you, its late af and I have no idea what im typing
tl;dr
Im weird, I dont fit in and I feel alone a lot.
Thirteen said:90% of the people on this forum probably only understand the last sentence you just said lol, but anyways I do try to get over it and I suppose you can say push through it but its one after another. I get over the death of a friend and then boom another death or maybe a close friend leaves me, after I get over that my parents get divorced, after I get over that I switch schools and feel alone with no friends throughout the school year. I guess what I'm trying to say is no matter how hard I try the odds aren't in my favor. Things keep happening and pushing me down. Of course I can choose whether to allow this to make me suffer/torment me or just let it pass by but that's hard to do especially since I have nothing to do that will keep my mind off of it. I'm home all day and when I'm not watching tv, I'm programming. If I'm not doing any of those then I start thinking about my problems and get depressed. Now it just feels like not only do I not fit in school, I don't fit in online communities. Literally I've been part of a community for 3 years and I help and contribute yet I'm not regarded as important or someone to talk too. People on these said communities have friends and groups they fit into. I really don't. The only reason I'm even in this usergroup is because I go to school with the owner. I bet you $1,000 if I didn't know him IRL, I would probably be some random user with 0 rep just like all the other forums I go to. Yes people try and people say things to bring me up like "Dude don't say that people love you" , "Come on man, you have friends", "If you ever need someone to talk too hmu" but in the long run this has no effect on me cause then what? I'm back to square one. + the girls I like IRL I cant talk to not because I'm shy but because my self confidence is piss poor and so is how I view myself. My old friends from my old school are using me to program an app they thought about. The reason I don't fit in isn't because I have a negative outlook towards life because even before that I didn't fit in. Even if I try to be positive people still view me as weird.
If you understood what I wrote props to you, its late af and I have no idea what im typing
tl;dr
Im weird, I dont fit in and I feel alone a lot.
Revo said:Damn cheer up @Thirteen !!! but ur not alone @emp , meow and i are from the sad squad also :/
Kowai said:That's how it may seem, but it can't be like that forever, or at least it shouldn't. I'm much like you in a way where I felt I didn't fit in much, but I've slowly found a group of friends with the same interest as me, I.E Anime related... All in all if you can't ifnd ways to make friends, then don't try too hard on it, like not being yourself, and being "fake". Also, if people are using you for stuff, that's really wrong, I had similar problems like that in middle school, "this kid want'ed a CSGO aimbot, so I made him one but it had a rat in it so I stole all his skins and shit". Now I can see one thing that is holding you back, and like you said "My negative outlook on life". Well, I'm sure it's been said a many of times, but life is pretty hard, and while it may not be for everyone, it seems its hard for you, and believe me I've had tons of issues in the past pertaining to depression, and other things, but it's moved on mostly... Now I really can't help you make friends, nor even if I did, I wouldn't really be a big help because you pick and choose who you hang around.
tl;dr ; if you need anyone to watch anime with or discuss shit with im here.
Thirteen said:Thanks :/ and sorry
Thanks Kowai, yeah I guess. Im trying.
Nice sig btw
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