And here I am sharing yet another piece of writing. This is a poem called "Pills". Let me know what you think.
PILLS
all of these words are
garbage
complete nonsense
no depth
no meaning
barely any feeling
just rhymes and
split time
I unwind with words
my world turns in
random motions
blunts rolled get me high
for like nine minutes
fuck weed and fuck you
and fuck our needs
and fuck the greed
all these motherfuckers think
it’s easy to spill blood because
it’s not their own
I’m blown up
this bomb has detonated
contemplated telling you
y'all don’t have a clue
let’s write about our feelings cause
our lives are so terrible
God, shut up.
believe in yourself
fuck everything else
if your dream is to grow up
work 9-5
you might as well
die now
you’re a fucking coward
you think 100 Gs
is money?
people drop that much on
birthday parties
God, I’m so sick of this shit
I need an island
open air
free air
open water
free water
open land
free land
the forest is calling and
we haven’t found a way to reply
without destroying an entire
ecosystem
those are civilizations
we are murdering
I refuse to kill a spider
but I’ll stomp the shit out of
the one percent
because if anyone has to die
it might as well be the minority.
and correct me if I’m wrong
but the poor are already dying
and we as a society react by
getting mad when someone asks us
for a dollar
a fucking dollar
I had a McDonald’s employee deny me
water
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG
where is our brotherhood
where did our morals go
where are you right now
where were you before
and do you really think you’re
going anywhere?
I hope you are
I pray for all of you
I hope you’re listening
cause the answers are out there
you just can’t stop questioning
you can’t stop growing
if something doesn’t make you happy
drop that shit
the hell are you doing
wasting your time feeling
down
you’re probably sick of me now
lemme prescribe you some pills to
knock you out
because we don’t believe in healing
we believe in sedating
and I’ve been numb for so long
I officially don’t feel a thing
I pop pills like
like
umm
uhh
I was
who are
wasn’t I
I thought
how did
weren’t you
yes
for real
pharmaceuticals
I’ll cut you a deal
you take as many pills as you want
and I promise all your problems will be
solved
special note, problems that arise from
the meds
well,
those aren’t what I meant.
those you have to deal with on your own
what
I’m not God
I don’t know your fucking life