Well this will be a rant, this is not going to be well written at all
tl;dr - I hate school, i want to to do good but i just can't. It's hard for me, my school isn't a good inviorment for me learning is what my conclusion is i think. I Can't do school anymore. What do i do?
(sorry for my spelling)
Well lately i havn't been able to wake up for school, like i would wake up but i wouldn't wanna get outta bed at all, it is heart wrenching to get outta bed and go to school. Don't get me wrong it has always been hard to go to school just because i don't like it so much. But it's just getting so hard that i almost don't care anymore. I still wanna do good in school and get a good job and live a happy life and such, just school isn't the place for me. There is to much stress and anxiety in my everyday life. But i do have a rather good life, i mean..i do have a girl, i have some pretty good friends..i have high self-estiem. I just need something else, i can't do regular school anymore, maybe i need to go to some kind of trade school that i've heard about, you only have school 3 days a week then 2-4 days you work but its connected with your school but it would cost a lot of money to go to a school like that, so it would come out of my College money but im thinking if i don't go to a school like that i might not go to a College at all because i won't want school anymore. Maybe i just need a vaction, like get outta the state you know? i havn't been outta state to somewhere i enjoy a lot since thanksgiving (texas) . I really wanna go back to Colorado though, it's my favorite place in the world and i wanna snowboard there before the seasons over. I am failing school because i don't have any good motivation, like my mom and teachers push me to doing good but i just can't, maybe it has to do with runescape i don't know. I just need some advice on what to do, i don't wanna get truencie for not going to school but im afraid that's what it might come to or something worse.
tl;dr - I hate school, i want to to do good but i just can't. It's hard for me, my school isn't a good inviorment for me learning is what my conclusion is i think. I Can't do school anymore. What do i do?
(sorry for my spelling)
Well lately i havn't been able to wake up for school, like i would wake up but i wouldn't wanna get outta bed at all, it is heart wrenching to get outta bed and go to school. Don't get me wrong it has always been hard to go to school just because i don't like it so much. But it's just getting so hard that i almost don't care anymore. I still wanna do good in school and get a good job and live a happy life and such, just school isn't the place for me. There is to much stress and anxiety in my everyday life. But i do have a rather good life, i mean..i do have a girl, i have some pretty good friends..i have high self-estiem. I just need something else, i can't do regular school anymore, maybe i need to go to some kind of trade school that i've heard about, you only have school 3 days a week then 2-4 days you work but its connected with your school but it would cost a lot of money to go to a school like that, so it would come out of my College money but im thinking if i don't go to a school like that i might not go to a College at all because i won't want school anymore. Maybe i just need a vaction, like get outta the state you know? i havn't been outta state to somewhere i enjoy a lot since thanksgiving (texas) . I really wanna go back to Colorado though, it's my favorite place in the world and i wanna snowboard there before the seasons over. I am failing school because i don't have any good motivation, like my mom and teachers push me to doing good but i just can't, maybe it has to do with runescape i don't know. I just need some advice on what to do, i don't wanna get truencie for not going to school but im afraid that's what it might come to or something worse.
