Well.. the people in my school fucking hate me, they'll see me and laugh they'll fucking make fun of what I wear, they'll cringe if they are around me and they will complain and refuse to be partners with me. You might just say: "Ignore it it'll get better." but it fucking hasn't. It's been like this for 3 years and its gotten to the point where I cry at night because I am a loser compared to everyone else. I have anxiety attacks and shit, and I see people besides me enjoying themselves and I am sitting there miserable. People treat me like im trash and they have no fucking clue what they are saying hurts me. Saying shit like "kill yourself kid." and getting roasted all the time it just hurts. Im not the loner kid, I have friends. I just dont hang out with them. I'm also very lonely because I haven't had myself any experience with woman since girls dont want to be around me due to my reputation.
What should I do?
What should I do?