At the momment im just not too fond of life. I live in a nice size house with my family come home everyday and just get treated like shit. I have the worst relationship with my sister, she treats me like complete shit. I come home tired from school, dealing with shit at school and just get shit from here and my fucking grandparents.
I go to school everyday and have fun with friends and shit but as soon as I get home and start thinking about life I get depressed. I dont know why, to add on to everything I get shit from the people I have stated. One of the days In the morning before school, I broke down. I just tried to help out my sister with something and I tottally got treated like shit. I just through my life out there for the first time to my mom and sister by saying why the fuck am I here I would rather be dead and just kill myself. I have thought about it plenty of times, but I dont think I would go through with it. They finnally started to understand me. That lasted a week.
I just dont know what to do anymore, I cant live my life getting treated like a piece of shit anymore. Im tired of it. I dont know what to do. This is just part of my lifes trouble. if this seems like Im doing this for attention or if i get trolled Im just going to delete this.
I go to school everyday and have fun with friends and shit but as soon as I get home and start thinking about life I get depressed. I dont know why, to add on to everything I get shit from the people I have stated. One of the days In the morning before school, I broke down. I just tried to help out my sister with something and I tottally got treated like shit. I just through my life out there for the first time to my mom and sister by saying why the fuck am I here I would rather be dead and just kill myself. I have thought about it plenty of times, but I dont think I would go through with it. They finnally started to understand me. That lasted a week.
I just dont know what to do anymore, I cant live my life getting treated like a piece of shit anymore. Im tired of it. I dont know what to do. This is just part of my lifes trouble. if this seems like Im doing this for attention or if i get trolled Im just going to delete this.