Violence said:@Apock that is a theory I will respect. Also, you probably wont see this but your avatar is fucking awesome SOAD
@Serene, my guess is as good as yours. I dont think any of us are ever supposed to know. And maybe its better that way.
However, there are thousands of good reasons I could point out to you, or questions about "god" that you couldnt answer. It simply would be pointless, you believe in what you believe. To each his own.
If I could convey one thing to you, it would be not to label yourself, because your are then committed to meeting those standards, and that could interfere with you living the life you want to live. If you dont meet those standards (VERY few people do) then people like me can make a joke out of your religion. It just isnt good to label yourself overall. A word of advice, you dont have to take it.
I've seen SOAD live too many times. Serj is pretty much my idol and is extremely open minded and true and passionate about his music. Props to you for knowing what my original avatar was from lol.