Okay, I'll say it again. Any vote can end in a popularity contest. If Philly doesn't want a certain member to have staff or mod, then you can bet that that member will not be receiving staff or mod. That's how it works. The admins get the final say. That's how any forum works. Staff picks on a forum are not a democracy no matter how you try to slice it. There will be flaws in any system.
You already had a chance, and you messed up. You didn't even have to go through Envious. It would be pretty hard for you to come back, and I think you know that. .-.
Also, a forum isn't all about staff. I think many members of any forum forget this. They only hunger for power on a forum, and when they aren't given a chance, they get aggravated, and it leads to threads like this. Where is the logic in that? As a staff member, you only walk the line between being the bad and good guy on the forum. You clean up other people's stupid shit on the forum, and you are pressured to make the right choice all the time. It's not an easy job, and I don't understand why people want it so much. I'm sure it's the natural power hunger in people. .-.